
And this..haiya~ i langsung dont know what to say bout this girl~ haha!
we were all in circle, cz it was time to have cake,n sing bday song...
but there was a girl, still sitting there continue eating..
really Mao Lit...haha! but then, she's so cute to be so..haha!
dear Deline..haha! cannot eat like this in aust know? lol..
N i'm so sorry girls, i din know that u were all doing the cleaning inside.
i thought u girls chit chatting in the living room..
n so i decided to acc Ester more since we seldom meet..
i'm sorry..til Ester said she need to leave, n so i came into the house to find u girls.
wendy told me to go into the kitchen or else i'll b in big trouble..
when i stepped in, kena "shoot" o0...lolz~ i'm not mad, just feel very bad..
feel so sorry, letting u all do the cleaning while i was chit chatting outside..
21/01/2007
woke up at 10am, oh my..maybe cz i'm too tired. n so, i din get to hav breakfast with parents. planned to go out for lunch, so kakak need not to cook my lunch..is hard to cook only for a person.
Today is a "Hok" day for me.. my eye is still red. not really pain, not really itchy. just dont know why it is red..but much more better compare to last night..haha! and bit headache..since last night..no idea why..face the comp too long? din drink enough water? hmm...
Get starved..wanted to find something to chew..once i open up the cupboard, i hit my finger..n it bleed...haiya~ terus dont have mood to eat.. lol..
n so had a lil egg tart, n KFC at the end..
a lady stepped on my feet as well...while was Q'ing to buy thing..haiz~
Kinda moody, just feel bad... but then, hmm..
i'm sorry..din mean to turn u moody..
ashame to say that, i thought u wil at least understand, n try to make me feel better..
but u din, n say it's tiring..is it really that hard to make me feel better?
y is it hard for u, n y is it easy for someone else?
Forgot to thank you..yes you~ who try to make me feel better & cheer up by bringing me sweets.. although i din get to have them, but..thanks alot..hehe~
since u r on vacation soon, n i dont hav much time left in KK..
n i thought i shud treasure ev single seconds hanging out with u.
so actually, go where, do what...also same, as long as we r out together.
but, i din know u think it another way round. i din know that it's kinda irritating when we walk around with no purpose until u say so..
sorry, shud know it earlier..
I guess, what shud i learn..is that..i shud turn myself back, like that i used to be..
cover problems with a smile..no matter how bad it is..just smile~ n evthing will b fine.
Do not rely on people totally, but you, yourself..
even u r bully by someone else. Do not ask for rescue.
even u do, there wont b any hero..
Lots of thingy to learn n change..
i want to be, what i used to be..the "smile angel" ppl used to call me..
i loved to laugh, loved to smile.. no1 actually see me moody, see me sad, see me mad..
just like an angel..n so this is how this nick name come from..
can i turn back? hmm...